It's really screwed up. And I don't know how to stop myself. I'm skipping class right now. No particular reason, I just didn't feel like going. WHY DO I CONTINUE TO DO THIS? I don't have an answer. All I know is I'm never going to get anywhere in life if I continue this bad habit. I'm probably depressed... but I do such a good job of hiding it from everyone including myself that I have a hard time figuring out when I'm depressed.
Maybe I need to read this book. Maybe I just need to get my shit together.